Clinical Depression (Part Two)

I wish I was innocent
Didn't know how the world works
Wish I could trust the president
Cops and teachers
Christians and camgirls

I want a new ID card
New social security number
New liver cleaner brain
Less tumors new cartilage
Clean record no debt
No past only future

I wish I could turn off my hearing
And my memory
Wish I could walk without seeing
Always bumping in to bad situations

I wish I had a woman's pudendum
Be like a boss for awhile
Men are so last season
I'd go Roxanne style

Never spend a night alone
Never cry from blinding pain
Never be beat again
My scars could disappear

Wish I'd never heard Nirvana
Or Tom Waits
Never read Bukowski
Or Raymond Carver
Wish I'd been a pothole
Stop my Dad from making it home
Meeting up with Mom
I'd never been here
I'd never be here