paroles de chanson My Bipolar Mind - Symi Nemesis

Bipolar disorder
Which used to be called manic depression
Is a serious mental illness which causes a person to have dramatic shifts
In emotion, mood, and energy levels. Moving from extreme lows to extreme highs
But these shifts don't happen moment to moment
They usually happen over several days or weeks

Episodes feeling like they never gonna end
Can't even pretend i won't put down the pen
Cuz the stress from the game and this rage in my head
And the pain in my mind thinking its never gonna end
Stress I know that I'm blessed
With the gift of writing bars that hit so hard
That you would think you got stabbed with the blunt end
Of a motherfucking sword that went straight through your chest
I'll just get high
With my red knife
Watch my wrists bleed
And have a blessed night
Spark up dreamy, Fuck a clean streak, it just beats me
On how niggas do it
Its venom I'm oozing, its talent I'm spewing
That can leave other rappers in ruins
This hypomanic energy is powerful, and its gotta nigga feeling wavy
I already know that bare hate me
And yet none of them have managed to change me
Have you seen me lately This life so crazy
Mentally unstable, you still won't faze me
I need me an AP, with diamonds blazing
So they have even more of a reason to hate me
You know that I'm either baking or pinging in public I love getting burst
I thought it would feel better about my life but I felt so cursed
And mum is begging me to please try church, got a feeling that it ain't gon work
But I'm praying that it does work, don't wanna be 19 inside the dirt
Don't wanna be 20 inside the ground
God forgive me for the life that I live
I'm trying my best, please just ask around
On this track, man I'm thinking out loud
And I stay smoking this loud
It's a mood stabilizer blowing this cloud
And I know it makes me mentally sound
No one was there for me when I was down
No one will be there when I'm up
I'm living my life man I don't give a fuck
If I come round there, you've ran out of luck
My label the best, we'll leave you stuck
In a place where you will never get up
Like a collision with ten-tonne truck
With diesel pouring into your cuts
And I'll fling a blem, and aim right for your face

My bipolar mind
My bipolar mind
Man I'm sitting all alone with my bipolar mind
And Deya telling me that I wanna die
And a nigga sitting there like aye we alike
My bipolar mind
My bipolar mind
Man I'm sitting all alone with my bipolar mind
And Deya telling me that I wanna die
And a nigga sitting there like aye we alike
My bipolar mind
My bipolar mind
Man I'm sitting all alone with my bipolar mind
And Deya telling me that I wanna die
And a nigga sitting there like aye we alike
My bipolar mind
My bipolar mind
Man I'm sitting all alone with my bipolar mind
And Deya telling me that I wanna die
And a nigga sitting there like aye we alike