paroles de chanson Demise - TJRA

They called again, why though?
I know they never cared about my life, though
I see the way they watch how I grow
I be livin' my law like Milo
Murphy ain't kind to me
Am I going insane, should I put another drug in my brain?
What the fuck do I know
Nothing, apparently

What the fuck is this
I've been in bed for 28 days
(How am I alive, there's no fucking way)
Oh, sunlight, I just gotta say
That you change nothing, I still feel like shit
I'm not alive, I'm stuck in the pit
All of the food in the wreckage, I burned

How you make records if I break the needle
You call me Howard and I'll call you Cheadle
I think I'm creative, but not like a Beatle
All of this shit is just leaving me beat

I needed my space but I cannot breathe
I ain't a woodwind, I'm just a reed
If you wanna fall then follow my lead
A story that I never wanted to read

Lie in the bed, hurricane up in my head
A figure below, I know that he want me dead
He look like me, do I see the one from before?
Can't move, he speaks to settle the score

No one loves you, time to die
Falling when you tried to fly
Copy-paste a golden eye
Self-inflicted your demise
Never opening your door
Every day is on the floor
Time for you to question
Who the fuck you really do this for

No one loves you, time to die
Falling when you tried to fly
Copy-paste a golden eye
Self-inflicted your demise
Never opening your door
Every day is on the floor
Time for you to question
Who the fuck you really do this for

She showed me the apple and I was so envious
It was so good, I wanted to be that
Workin so hard, made a whole bunch of shit
Didn't care bout my life, I just thought that I need that

Made a whole album and nobody liked it
I heard them puke when I showed them on discord
Listened again and I hated that shit
And that was the start of the internal discourse

All of the sound would just never feel good
My colleague, a genius, I'm just a fraud
Always comparing she's always better
I don't deserve to follow a god

Raising the bar higher and higher
Working to death until it was gone
My glorious angel up in the sky
Crash that shit into my front lawn

Now I'm on serious shit like I'm Joji
I had to harness my power, like Broly
Pushing through times that are daker than dolan
I had to climb out the pit, Chris Nolan

This like a gym, but the bar was too high
But I kept going I didn't know why
None of it sounded like rhyme or reason
Putting myself through emotional treason

If I keep going, I don't think I'll find
The reason for music, the point to the grind
Look in the mirror, stupid lil face
All that it knew was to copy and paste

I see the stars, but I'm just a clone
A fraudulent poem not even on shelves
I look in the mirror, I see someone else
But that someone else has become myself

No one loves you, time to die
Falling when you tried to fly
Copy-paste a golden eye
Self-inflicted your demise
Never opening your door
Every day is on the floor
Time for you to question
Who the fuck you really do this for

No one loves you, time to die
Falling when you tried to fly
Copy-paste a golden eye
Self-inflicted your demise
Never opening your door
Every day is on the floor
Time for you to question
Who the fuck you really do this for

Yuh
Paint the sidewalk
I jump out the house
And I watch it come out of my body
When life knocks
Yuh

Last night I saw the stars again
I could never touch, the clouds are now in the way
Held the sky in my hand back then
Now I'm tryna catch them to stop a rainy day