Not Mine

We were a mess in the makin'
I was never yours for the takin'
You told me we were fine, I was shakin'
You've always been good at fakin'

Never thought I'd be on this end
The way you sell your pretty lies
Like a new trend
Oh you really had me goin

How do you sleep at night?
Oh that's right
You don't
And that's why I
Never tried to rationalize

You call me crazy
But I'm starting to think
That's not me
That's not mine
It feels damn good to see the light

A memory vague
Asleep at the wheel
It's hard to believe that it was all real
Some parts of me will never heal

How do you sleep at night?
Oh that's right
You don't
And that's why I
Never tried to rationalize

You call me crazy
But I'm starting to think
That's not me
That's not mine
It feels damn good to see the light

The only lies I told were to myself
To get what you want, you'd wreck my mental health
You broke all your own rules
Just to play me as a fool
Sometimes I wonder how long
You would have gone doing me wrong

So how do you sleep at night
Knowing that I'm alright
I survived, oh
And it feels damn good to see the light