paroles de chanson Hopes Up, Bottles Down - Three A.M.

Help me I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Oh god I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
What have I become?
I buried my emotions in this bottle
Chasing the illusions of being numb Was a problem
Got my hopes up
I let my guard down
All while I swam in this fifth just Hoping not to drown
I'll never know what I did to have The few I have around
In my own world, I did nothing but Let ya down
I hope one day to make my biggest Critic proud
If all goes to plan, I'll be another face In the crowd
I'm not a weak man
I can admit my flaws
But where do I start when Everything was wrong?
My entire life I've felt like I've always Been tortured
Fit me in a box, like some type of Contortionist
Everyone seems to know what the Right proportion is
Sick of constantly living my life Through drunk distortion
We all have struggles, I'm just Writing down my own version
I dont want to see this life through a Bottle's blurred vision
Help me I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Oh god I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Im begging and I'm pleading, why Wont anyone help?
Back is breaking, hands are shaking, Trying to lift myself from this hell
Satan said theres no way he could Ever help
He said I couldn't pay him if I ain't Got a soul to sell
But theres no good fortune that this Bottle ever tells
A broken heart and desperation is The only thing it sells
I wanna fight this demon, but I cant Eo it by myself
I cant let these problems drag me Back to my private hell
Feelin like I'm losing it
I'm about to call it quits
Maybe if I throw in the towel
There's no consequence
Another shot of life
And theres nothing left to chase it With
I've drank away all of my other Chances at happiness
Being swallowed by the darkness
May as well follow it
Feeling numb
Because of this dark abyss that exists
Feelin down
About my own miserable existence
Its not getting better
But we'll just pretend it is
Help me I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Oh god I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?