Ashes

Shore

Last night, I saw the fabric of the solar system
I swear it looked just like the neurons in my brain and cysts and
Gotta check myself before I wreck myself
But I already did it (Yeah, you did it), so what the hell?

I'm terrified of coming down
I'm scared our time is running out
Tell me where's my mind, don't look at me now
Don't look at me now, yeah

So high, so low
From the moment that we wake until we go
Wish I could flow
Like an ocean, not afraid of letting go
But the freedom that I keep looking for
Won't come until I'm ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore
Won't come until I'm ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore

And now I feel the fire like my heart is burning
Can't decide if this is bad or the good kind of hurting
Gotta check myself before I wreck myself
But I already did it (Yeah, you did it), now I'm someone else

I'm terrified of coming down
I'm scared our time is running out
Tell me where's my mind, don't look at me now
Don't look at me now, yeah

So high, so low
From the moment that we wake until we go
Wish I could flow
Like an ocean, not afraid of letting go
But the freedom that I keep looking for
Won't come until I'm ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore
Won't come until I'm ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore
Ashes on the shore