True Blue

A-yo
Tommy

True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue

I tried to bite my tongue, I tried to bite my cum, I tried to bite it down
And I hold it deep within like that shit when who's out
Like, "Who's out of the closet?"
She's not your typical cum deposit, used to daydream
Used to think my mind's eye was really blue
True blue, but it's brown, it's always been brown
Used to cry about it, why was I so much like my father?
Used to lie about it, bleach my hair and sigh about it
Channeling my inner me on the outside, still looking like you

How can I defend something I never read?
How can I read you in your palms so sweaty?
They slipped through my lips, ready to be ready to leave you
But I held on because I needed proof, yes, I loved you
But what I knew of love was something only my childhood could produce
I didn't know love, I knew abuse, so your love felt good to me
And even when I think about you, I don't feel lonely
I don't want it back, but I believe you, I believe you, I believe what you knew
And for that, I forgive you, I forgive you
I forgive what you knew

True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue

And I hope you know if there is a moment in time I see you out
I hope you look lighter, I hope you feel stronger
If you fly, I'd wave you along, cheering my human brother
You've come broken out of the shell like a snake
Shedding the thick skin that only comes with some thick sin
Some big wins and some chosen kin
Batter me with your battery

Kiss on me, we are all a branch
I'll do the dance to get my chance
To let you go to the point, if we meet again, I've never met you before
And therefore we're just strangers in a perfect storm
No longer connected, no longer unborn
And if we meet then, I don't want you
I just want you to know it's a beautiful thing that we went in and out of eclipsing

True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue
True blue, you was always true blue
And I always was true to the true blue

True blue, true, true, true
And I always was true, true, true
True blue, true, true, true
And I always was true, true, true

In the car back from Coachella
You told me what I needed to know, then in my mind, we were a novella
Something forbidden that bit me back in, I had PTSD, I had anxiety attacks
I didn't know why when I saw her story
Her shoes were on the corner of her lane
Back, it's one of those stories

Anyways, what really matters is that
I shattered my perception to be close to you
So now I know something forever that I'll never do
When you're a little girl, they tell you, you're in a little world
They spy you into a little world
But I'm not that little, I'm not that little, I'm not that little