Years

Do you ever get so happy that you feel sad
For all the other people who
Don't have what you have
I used to fall asleep and not care
If I woke up
But I see things different now
My dreams will never be enough

When you dream about something for so long
Everything starts to not feel real
But there's one thing I know for sure
Don't have the empty space inside me anymore

You filled it
Existing existed before I can admit it
I knew it
I dreamt about you for 19 years

Time is just a construct that we all follow
Leading the present with a mindset from the past
The years seem to take control of our day to day
But I got the best of you
I won't let it get the best of me

When you dream about something for so long
Everything starts to not feel real
But there's one thing I know for sure
Don't have the empty space inside me anymore

You filled it
Existing existed before I can admit it
I knew it
I dreamt about you for 19 years