Paroles et traduction Ummon - Eslayman

Eslayman

Ha, so'zlaring rost
Oramizda qolmadi hech qanday bir so'z
Shunchaki oq qogoz
Yolg'ondan: "Sani sevaman" deb yozilgan xatolardan iborat ikki so'z

Lekin, u qog'ozda qolib ketar bir umrga
Balki, yoqib yuborarman erta yo indinga
Chunki xohlamayman menga sen haqingda
Eslatishini hech narsa, yuragim xasta
Hayotim asta asta o'tib ketdi

Sani kutib yashash jonga tegib ketdi
Yo'llarim bora-bora torayib ketdi
Biz o'tirgan bekatlar eskirib ketdi
Shuncha asrab sevganim mandan kechib ketdi

Jonga tegib ketdi, sen haqingda har xil so'zlar
Yuragim qanchalar intalar shu so'zlar
Bilasanmi manga qanchalar og'ir shu so'zlarni eshitish?
Sen haqingda yuribdi yomon so'zlar

Shuncha hatolar o'tdi oradan
Kimnidir bag'rida sevib sevilib yasharsan
Lek, yurakni ko'zlari bo'lmas ekan, sevaverar ekan
Atrofga bir nazar pisand qila olmas ekan

Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan?
Axir, sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan
Hayotda hamma narsadan to'yar ekansan
Lekin, negadir sevaverar ekansan

Ayt, ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt?
Shuncha azob va yana deydi: "Qayt!"
Qanday qaytay, axir, unda-ku ayb?
Yuragim ayt?

Ayt, ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt?
Shuncha azob va yana deydi: "Qayt!"
Qanday qaytay, axir, unda-ku ayb?
Yuragim ayt?

Ha, so'zlaring rost
Sani sevishimga qolmadi bir asos
Sani o'ylasam gar yuragim og'riydi biroz
Shugina xolos

Agarda hayotimda bo'lmaganingda balki bo'lardi o'zgacha
Hali-hamon qiynalaman uxlolmay tonggacha
Yana qancha yuragim mayda parcha-parcha bo'lib ketdi shu kunlargacha
Balki ancha: "Uni unutaman" deb keyotgan manzilimgacha

Balki, hech qachon unutolmasman seni
Yuragimga o'chmas qilib yozilgan ilk sevgimni
Balki, yaralar bitar, hammasi o'tib ketar
Yilar o'tgandan keyin, yana tag'in kim bilar

Sani kutmay qo'yganman, faqat yuragim kutar
Sani demay qo'yganman, faqat yuragim so'rar
Ne istaydi bu yuragim sendan?
Axir, sani yuraging kechib bo'lgan mendan

Eslayman, kutmayman
Yig'laysan, qaytmayman
Bilarman, bilarsan
Bir kuni unutilarsan

Afsuslar, aqlingni
Yolg'izlik, qalbingni
Sog'inchlar, sochingni
Yosh to'la ko'zingni

Eslayman, kutmayman
Yig'laysan, qaytmayman
Bilarman, bilarsan
Bir kuni unutilarsan

Afsuslar, aqlingni
Yolg'izlik, qalbingni
Sog'inchlar, sochingni
Yosh to'la ko'zingni eslayman

Ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt?
Shuncha azob va yana deydi: "Qayt!"
Qanday qaytay, axir, unda-ku ayb?
Yuragim ayt?

Ayt, ne istaydi bu yurak sendan ayt?
Shuncha azob va yana deydi: "Qayt!"
Qanday qaytay, axir, unda-ku ayb?
Yuragim ayt?

I Remember

Ha, your words are true
There are no words left between us
Just a white sheet of paper
With two words written in a lie: "I love you"

But, it will remain on that paper forever
Maybe I'll burn it tomorrow or the day after
Because I don't want anything to remind me of you
My heart is sick
My life slowly passed by

Living and waiting for you has become unbearable
My paths have become narrower
The stations where we sat have become old
The one I cherished so much has left me

All sorts of words about you have become unbearable
My heart aches so much from these words
Do you know how hard it is for me to hear these words?
Bad words are circulating about you

So many mistakes have passed
You will love and be loved in someone's arms
But, it seems the heart has no eyes, it keeps loving
It can't care about what's around

What does this heart of mine want from you?
After all, your heart has already moved on from me
You seem to be tired of everything in life
But, for some reason, you keep on loving

Tell me, what does this heart want from you, tell me?
After so much pain, it still says: "Come back!"
How can I come back, after all, it's her fault?
My heart, tell me?

Tell me, what does this heart want from you, tell me?
After so much pain, it still says: "Come back!"
How can I come back, after all, it's her fault?
My heart, tell me?

Ha, your words are true
There's no reason for me to love you
If I think of you, my heart aches a little
That's all

If you hadn't been in my life, maybe it would have been different
I still struggle, unable to sleep until dawn
How many more times has my heart shattered into pieces until these days?
Maybe a lot, until I reach the destination of "I will forget her"

Maybe I'll never be able to forget you
My first love, engraved in my heart forever
Maybe the wounds will heal, everything will pass
Years later, who knows, again

I've stopped waiting for you, only my heart waits
I've stopped saying your name, only my heart asks
What does this heart of mine want from you?
After all, your heart has already moved on from me

I remember, I don't wait
You cry, I won't return
I know, you know
One day you'll be forgotten

Regrets, your mind
Loneliness, your soul
Longing, your hair
Your eyes full of tears

I remember, I don't wait
You cry, I won't return
I know, you know
One day you'll be forgotten

Regrets, your mind
Loneliness, your soul
Longing, your hair
Your eyes full of tears, I remember

Tell me, what does this heart want from you, tell me?
After so much pain, it still says: "Come back!"
How can I come back, after all, it's her fault?
My heart, tell me?

Tell me, what does this heart want from you, tell me?
After so much pain, it still says: "Come back!"
How can I come back, after all, it's her fault?
My heart, tell me?