Paroles et traduction Ummon - Meni Aldadi

Meni Aldadi

Men seni boshqacha deb o'ylardim, o'zgacha,
Lek sen ham ekansan oddiy, sen ham ekansan o'sha-o'sha.
Aytgin, bunchalar arzon bizni bog'lab turgan rishtalar bahosi,
Bunchalar ham yolg'on ko'zlaring qarosi?
Sening so'zlaringda yo'q haqiqat,
Men oxiri shunga bo'ldim iqror:
Men senga hamma sirlarim yig'ib,
Aytib bergan ekanman bekor.
Bugun yolg'iz o'zim, dardlarimni
Yomg'irlarga aytib ovunaman.
Sen meni tashlab ketgan jarlikdan,
Albatta, bir kun kelib qutulaman.
Qaytib kelganda bahor,
Erib ketganda so'nggi yog'gan qor,
Bog'lar ichra takror,
Ko'risholmaymiz diydor.
Lablari meni aldadi,
Tubsiz zulmatga tashladi,
Oxir yolg'iz qoldirib,
Hatto xayrlashmadi.
Men seni boshqacha deb o'ylardim shu kungacha,
Kuzatmasdim, tekshirmasdim, ishonardim o'tgan tungacha,
Afsus shuncha yil adashib kelgan ekanman bugungacha.
Shu kungacha men senga borimni berdim, azizam,
Bir umr birga bo'lamiz, bo'lasan rafiqam,
Deb o'ylardim, afsus adashdim, seni tanlab adashdim.
Kimlar nimalar demadi sen haqingda,
Men esa yoningni olib, bo'ldim yoningda.
Kulgim kelmasa ham, kuldim kuldirganingda,
Kuysang, besh battar kuydim yuragim tubida.
Ortimizdan gapirganlar bo'ldi haq,
U esa aldardi ko'zlarimga tik qarab.
Uzun qizil tirnoqlari bilan yuragimga
Ismin yozib ketdi atay, o'chmas qilib tirnab.
Olisdagi baxtlilar yordam qo'lin beringlar,
Baxtsizlikdan charchadim, meni olib ketinglar.
Yolg'izgina Allohim, o'zingdirsan guvohim,
Yolg'izlikdan charchadim, o'zing bo'lgin panohim.
So'z demay ketgani xanjardan battar botdi
Yuragimga, tuyg'ularimga.
Malham bo'lib kelmadi o'zidan qolgan bitmas
Yaralarimga, alamlarimga.
Qaytib kelganda bahor,
Erib ketganda so'nggi yog'gan qor,
Bog'lar ichra takror,
Ko'risholmaymiz diydor.
Lablari meni aldadi,
Tubsiz zulmatga tashladi,
Oxir yolg'iz qoldirib,
Hatto xayrlashmadi.

Deceived Me

I thought you were different, unique,
But you are also ordinary, you are also the same-same.
Tell me, is the value of the bonds that tie us together so cheap,
Are the blacks of your eyes so false?
There is no truth in your words,
I finally realized this:
I have gathered all my secrets to you,
I told them to you in vain.
Today I am alone, my sorrows
I confide in the rains to be comforted.
From the cliff you left me,
Surely, one day I will be free.
When spring returns,
When the last snowfall melts,
In the gardens again,
We will not meet face to face.
Your lips deceived me,
Into a bottomless darkness you cast me,
Leaving me alone in the end,
Without even a goodbye.
I thought you were different until this day,
I would not have watched, I would not have checked, I would have believed you until last night,
Alas, I have been lost for so many years until today.
Until this day I gave you my heart, my dear,
We will be together for a lifetime, you will be my companion,
I thought, alas I was wrong, I was wrong to choose you.
Who has not said what about you,
But I took your side and stood by you.
Even when I did not feel like laughing, I laughed when you made me laugh,
When you burned, I burned five times worse in the depths of my heart.
Those who talked between us were right,
But she deceived me by looking me straight in the eye.
With her long red fingernails, she wrote her name on my heart
On purpose, scratching it indelibly.
Those who are happy far away, lend me a helping hand,
I'm tired of misery, take me away.
Solitary My God, you alone are my witness,
I'm tired of loneliness, be my refuge.
Leaving without a word stung worse than a dagger
My heart, my feelings.
The endless wounds she left behind were no balm
My pains, my anguish.
When spring returns,
When the last snowfall melts,
In the gardens again,
We will not meet face to face.
Your lips deceived me,
Into a bottomless darkness you cast me,
Leaving me alone in the end,
Without even a goodbye.