Paroles et traduction Ummon - Oq Gulim

Oq Gulim

Nega bugun, nega bugun
Bunchalar qiyin menga?
Nega bu tun, nega bu tun
Emas yurak butun?
Qora ko'zlar meniki edi,
Kimga qarar endi?
Endi bu tun mani umrim
Sog'inib o'tar seni.
Nega har tong, nega har tong
Uyg'otar meni armon?
Nahot har on, nahot har on
Bo'lmaymiz yonma-yon?
Tim qora, uzun sochlarin bugun
Bilmam kim erkalar.
Sog'inchim uzun, uzundan-uzun
Tinmay yurak mahzun.
Oq gulim, sog'inib ketdim,
Sensiz qorong'u – qiynalib ketdim.
So'nggi bor ber menga imkon,
Seni bir ko'ray, hidlaringga to'yay.
Hayotimning eng shirin onlari
Bunchalar tez, qaytmas bo'lib ketdi?
Hayotimning eng go'zal tonglari
O'z go'zalliklarin yo'qotdi.
Xayolimning eng nafis bog'lari
Xazonlarga aylanib qotdi.
Hayotimning eng qimmat insoni
Bunchalar kam baholadi sevgim mani?
Kechalari bedorman, uyqu yo'q,
Ko'chalar tuman, taskin yo'q.
Necha bora qildim qo'ng'iroq,
Hatto bir bor yozib yubormading javob.
Endi sani kimdan so'rab, qaydan izlay?
Ber sado, sani topay.
Usiz kechalar qanchalar qiyin o'tishini bilsa edi,
Balki mani hech qachon tashlab ketmas edi.
Nahot unutding sen meni?
Nahot ko'rmayman endi seni?
Sog'inch ichimdan ezaverar,
Nigohing qo'msayverar,
Sendan qoldi chuqur yod.
Har tong uyg'otar meni armon,
Har tong nafis shamol esar men tomon.
Hidlaring kelib turardi ulardan,
Sog'inch sinaydi irodam har tong.
Oq gulim, sog'inib ketdim,
Sensiz qorong'u – qiynalib ketdim.
So'nggi bor ber menga imkon,
Seni bir ko'ray, hidlaringga to'yay. (

White Flower

Why today, why today
Is everything so difficult for me?
Why this night, why this night
Is my heart broken into pieces?
Black eyes were mine,
Who will they look at now?
Now this night, my life,
I spend missing you.
Why every morning, why every morning
Does longing awaken me?
Why every ten minutes, why every ten minutes
Can't we be together again?
The dark, long hair you had today
I don't know who it belongs to now.
My longing is immense, immense
My heart is perpetually sorrowful.
White flower, I miss you,
Without you, it's dark and I'm struggling.
Give me one last chance,
To see you again, to immerse myself in your scent.
The sweetest moments of my life,
Were they gone so quickly, never to return?
The most beautiful dawns of my life,
They have lost their beauty.
The most exquisite gardens of my imagination,
They have turned to autumn.
The most precious person in my life,
Why did they value my love so little?
My nights are sleepless, no rest,
The streets are foggy, no relief.
How many times have I called you,
But you never even texted me back.
Now who should I ask about you, where should I look for you?
Give me a sign, and I will find you.
If only you knew how difficult it is to get through the nights without you,
Perhaps you never would have left me.
Have you forgotten me?
Will I never see you again?
Longing torments me,
Your gaze haunts me,
I am filled with memories of you.
Every dawn awakening me with longing,
Every dawn a gentle breeze blows towards me.
Your scent would come to me from them,
Longing tests my willpower every morning.
White flower, I miss you,
Without you, it's dark and I'm struggling.
Give me one last chance,
To see you again, to immerse myself in your scent.