paroles de chanson EOTI (envious of the ignorant) - Unknown The Plague

EOTI
How many times am I gonna feel hollow
Black$moke in my chest
I ain't a fucking role model
All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow
On my death bed, that'll be one less in the limo
I think I got the opposite of postpartum
My baby was supposed to be here at the end of autumn
I think I need a way out
I feel awful
I really need a way to switch my body for a new model

Hobbies turn to habits and it's tragic
Seems it might be everlasting
My habitat is plastic
I think it's replacing my hemoglobin's
Another gash in my wrist
Another cigarette lit
Another trip
Into the abyss
Saw a brand new vision
She said she want stability and I'm not what she feeling
I wanna blame it all on my mental illness
I need help making sense of these feelings
Thought I could use these rusty fucking tools for some healing
There must be something in this life that I'm missing
I got a rod in the corner but I don't go fishing
Man do I have the strength to continue my mission
I wanna do but I waste most of my time in the corner thinking
There must be something in this life that I'm missing
I got a rod in the corner but I don't go fishing
Man do I have the strength to continue my mission
I wanna do but I waste most of my time in the corner thinking

How many times am I gonna feel hollow
Black$moke in my chest
I ain't a fucking role model
All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow
On my death bed, that'll be one less in the limo
I think I got the opposite of postpartum
My baby was supposed to be here at the end of autumn
I think I need a way out
I feel awful
I really need a way to switch my body for a new model

How many times am I gonna feel hollow
Black$moke in my chest
I ain't a fucking role model
All of my acquaintances ignore my sorrow
On my death bed, that'll be one less in the limo
I think I got the opposite of postpartum
My baby was supposed to be here at the end of autumn
I think I need a way out
I feel awful
I really need a way to switch my body for a new model