Diary

No matter what I do
I'm always still confused
Got so much to prove
Won't let myself lose
I trip and fall to your amuse
My failure is your laughter
No matter how hard you try
You can't refuse
I know the truth, like the Mindhunter
You abuse me cuz you can't deal
With the fact that you're obsessed with me
Following me around, here and there
Whispering words in my ears
They ring loud, like tinnitus
And no matter how hard I try
I can't get them out
You're a cancer
A retched overgrowth
Poisoning my lungs till
I can't breathe anymore
Huh huh
Should've stopped you when I had the chance
But I was foolish
Gave into your demands and now
Even if I have a good day, I relapse
You ruined me
Ran 8 laps all over

No matter what I do
I'm always still confused
Got so much to prove
Won't let myself lose