Painful

Yeah yeah
Yeah
And if you Judas then you know its on sight
Got five in the bag
Yeeyeahh

And if you Judas then you know its on sight
Got five in the bag
We goin fight
And she want a street nigga to give her that soft life
I'm fuckin with you all day
Cause I be trapping all night
Sold my soul to the streets
And now this shit taking its toll
And I don't be getting no sleep no more
Cause I be on the road
I tried to turn the cheek but nah them niggas gotta go
And I don't be trying to vent to nobody Its painful

Yeah

Im a real trench baby from the ave
That's why every time they pull out they cameras I gotta throw it up
We aint get no chance to be kids cause we had to grow up
Pops aint never show up
So he aint never show us nun'

When I lost my bro I lost my heart he up above
I never felt affection, now I get it, Im so in love
Dont understand himself now he sippin' and pouring up
If I wasn't really chosen I woulda neva came this far
Yeah

Ive been tryna heal my scars
But you open up your heart for them
To leave you in the dark
Don't want to be no killer
So don't make me play the part
I be meditating
Cause I know I get real crazy
When my back against the wall
No I don't give no fucks at all
But I got too much to lose
So I gotta play my cards right
Cause I aint have no father to tell me
Its gonna be alright
Left home at 16 so I aint always have my moms
Don't like feeling vulnerable so I put it in these songs
When I Listen to Catharsis I know tears are bound to fall
I done lost too many niggas
Got me clutching on my ah
And moving mili from the law
Cause I pray them niggas never see me fall

When I lost my bro I lost my heart, he up above
I never felt affection, Now I get it, I'm so in love
Don't understand himself now he sippin' and pouring up
If I wasn't really chosen
I woulda neva came this far

And if you Judas then you know its on sight
Got five in the bag
We goin fight
And she want a street nigga to give her that soft life
I'm fuckin with you all day
Cause I be trapping all night
Sold my soul to the streets
And now this shit taking its toll
And I don't be getting no sleep no more
Cause I be on the road
I tried to turn the cheek but nah them niggas gotta go
And I don't be trying to vent to nobody its painful

It's painful
It's painful

She want a street nigga to give her that soft life
Got five in the bag
Its on sight