Real

Now that I am back out there
Once more scared
Misgivings haven't gone
Inside this human place
No touch of grace
And still no place to go
I know it's up to me
To decide if this is real
But I'm walking to and fro
Always thinking about the ways I chose
Welcome back yesterday
Not far away
I keep an eye on you
Tell me how could I forget
All these angers I once had
Should I start again to find the same
That I once left behind
And tell me why should I forget
All these dreams that I still have
Another time, another turn I thought
But now I know that's wrong
This life will still remain the same
If I don't change a thing myself
Suddenly so many doors are opening
For me to try
I know it's up to me
To decide if this is real
But I'm walking to and fro
Always thinking about the ways I chose