paroles de chanson Suicidol - Young Idols

Catch me posted in my bedroom
Wondering about my own doom
Walls surround me like a cocoon
While the numb begins to consume
What a life I've lived
Filled with strife and shit
Where's the light and lift
Will you deprive me this
Friend or foe, they come and go
Glee or woe, perpetual
Bye, hello, which is it though
Nympho ho, she love the snow
Metaphors on metaphors
Will they ever open doors
Picasso and Salvador
Will I rank with those before
Will I fade into obscurity
Just someone that used to be
Name known through obituary
Midnight thoughts get too damn scary
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I'm headed
Am I even growing
The things I've always dreaded
I'm a blessing in disguise
I'm a star in my own eyes
I just hope you realize
In the event of my demise
I wasn't the worst of guys
I just wanted what was mine
I just wanted what was mine

Was never a stranger to self-sabotage
Always alone, even with entourage
What're my addictions
Habits and contradictions
No over-the-counters, just shit that need prescriptions
Strange encounters with some unknown vixens
Will they always be around
Limbo in the lost and found
Needa know before I die
Needa know before I lie
Down for the night
Or I be up to the crack of light
Renegade, renegade
Lookin' for some better days
Hate the ones that end in ay
No, I haven't been okay
Never know who can I trust
Flow my words like aqueducts
Lift me up like Lazarus
Sorry that I'm hazardous
Looking for some piece of mind
An item truly hard to find
Sadness is my concubine
I never meant to make her mine
Gloomy is my fashion
Muted any clappin'
Flow is losin' passion
What is the point in rappin'