Paroles et traduction Younha - Thirtieth Midnight

Thirtieth Midnight

가만히 누워있길 딱 세 시간째
멍하니 그저 멍하니 자꾸 네가 생각나
환히 웃고 있는 네 사진을
보는 게 아니었는데

이별을 실감한 지 딱 일주일째
가만히 그저 가만히 자꾸 네가 떠올라
잘 지낸다는 네 소식을
듣는 게 아니었는데

나 사실 너무 힘들어 잘 지내는척해도
돌아서면 혼자 남겨진 방에서 울기만 했어
애써 밝은척하는 초라한 모습이 들키기 싫어
너도 그렇게 환하게 웃고만 있는지?

우리가 헤어진 지 딱 서른 밤째
우연히 그저 우연히 네가 보고 싶어서
너네 집 나무 앞을 한참 동안
빙빙 맴돌기만 하다가

그렇게 둘이 걷던 그 골목길을
쓸쓸히 그저 쓸쓸히 혼자 걸어보다가
다리에 힘이 풀려 한참 동안
주저앉아 울기만 했어

나 사실 너무 힘들어 잘 지내보려 해도
하루하루 점점 너의 빈자리만 커져가는 걸
애써 웃어 보이는 쓸쓸한 모습이 들키기 싫어
너도 나처럼 그리워하고만 있을지?

힘들어 잘 참아보려 해도
돌아서면 혼자 어두운 밤마다 울고 있는 걸

애써 밝은척하는 초라한 모습이 들키기 싫어 너도
나처럼 숨죽여 울고만 있는지?

나처럼 숨죽여 울고만 있는지?

Thirtieth Midnight

I've been lying here for exactly three hours now
Blankly, just blankly, you keep coming to my mind
I shouldn't have looked at your picture
Where you were smiling brightly

It's been exactly a week since I realized we were over
Quietly, just quietly, you keep popping up in my head
I shouldn't have heard that you were doing well
It was a mistake

I'm actually struggling so much, even when I pretend to be okay
When I turn around, I just cry alone in this room
I don't want to be caught looking pathetic, trying to be bright
Are you smiling brightly like that too?

It's been exactly thirty nights since we broke up
By chance, just by chance, I missed you so much
I kept circling around in front of your house for a long time
Just circling around

Then I walked down that alley we used to walk down together
Desolately, just desolately, alone
My legs gave out, and I just sat down and cried for a long time
Just cried

I'm actually struggling so much, I try to be okay
But the emptiness where you were just keeps getting bigger day by day
I don't want to be caught looking lonely, trying to smile
Are you missing me like I miss you?

I'm struggling, I try to hold it together
But when I turn around, I cry alone every dark night

I don't want to be caught looking pathetic, trying to be bright, you too
Are you hiding and crying like I am?

Are you hiding and crying like I am?