paroles de chanson Some Thoughts - aRaY

I understand why
Some commit suicide
Live my life and I'm tryna do it right
Man I'm still baffled
How I got through each night
How could people
Know what this feels like
Stomach half empty
We consider it a plate full
Take it as a blessing
Don't wanna seem hateful
Majority time it's only painful
But despite all that
We live to be grateful
Body bruises got nothing on mind
Sometimes I done wished
I'm deaf and I'm blind
Seeing unjust shit happen all the time
Hearing the evil pretend to be kind
Living honestly
But accused of many crimes
More about meaning
Than rhythm or the rhyme
Gotta be king once still on my climb
Can't guarantee days after my prime
Lawful job but you're not honest nah
Dishonour like this gets no defence bruh
Difference is like Carragher
And Nesta
Either with your chest up
Or be messed up
Thoughts in my head
I feel I'm declining
Only got faith left
In the lord's timing
Somehow I can sense
The devil keeps smiling
Should I be dying
Cos there's no point crying
I'm not here to live forever
Just wanna see my days get better
Need some pain
To appreciate pleasure
No need to overcook with the pressure

Hard sometimes life's a mess
Judgement comes though you try your best
Might not get to write the rest
Keep on praying
Find you're blessed
Overworked so I need a deep rest
Taking a break
So I don't get depressed
Underpaid I get so sleepless
Work to the bone so I don't see stress
Don't get high when I get low
Don't get waved when life don't flow
Yeah at times a psycho show
But I know I did it all on my own
Lord on my side I don't get lonely
Don't join crowds cos I'm not phoney
When I fell down
No one ever phoned me
Views went up now everyone knows me