Class Reunion

Lately I've been thinking if I meet with my classmates again
Will I wear the mask cause I don't know if I could face them
I don't like to compare all the stats we've achieved in this life
But as I look back on mine I wasted years on you & I
Ooh I've been scared
Cause I just don't know how I can go compare
Won best smile back then but now it's not there
Class reunion I don't think I'll attend
Cause I'm scared it'll rebuild that heartbreak again

What if they ask what have I've done with myself
& I got no reply I just reside at heartbreak motel
& they won't understand cause they fell in love
So successfully cause they married up
Or their engaged with a baby on the way
& I'm thinking it's too late
Cause I've been chasing this same love since I was like 17
Took a whole decade just to realize what I need
Guess I was too greedy thinking you was all for me
I trust fell into love & ended up where satan breathes
Ooh just know that I left it behind
But all that time spent in hell has influenced my life
Cause now women that might be good for me no I never give em time
Became the person I despise
Cause with love I've been deprived
That's why I'm so paranoid I don't know what they'll ask
No matter the question somehow I'll relate it to my past
Class of 2012 & since then I haven't changed
Still dressed in my gown my last accomplishment I've made

Lately I've been thinking if I meet with my classmates again
Will I wear the mask cause I don't know if I could face them
I don't like to compare all the stats we've achieved in this life
But as I look back on mine I wasted years on you & I
Ooh I've been scared
Cause I just don't know how I can go compare
Won best smile back then but now it's not there
Class reunion I don't think i'll attend
Cause I'm scared it'll rebuild that heartbreak again