paroles de chanson My Punishment - ange1ynez

I've felt this strange way well maybe a couple times
I wouldn't say i understand
But this thought's always lingering inside my mind
I'd just like to say I know you love me
But the way that you behave
I can't stop myself from feeling
Unintentionally stuck inside my brain

Why does taking care of you always feel like my punishment?
Why can't I help but stare at you?
It's something called astonishment
I can't help I have to wear this smile
Though, I don't feel like I have it all
You know you really keep me close
When I feel like i'm intrapped inside these walls

Help me out
I just want to calm down
I feel stuck in this relationship
Even though i'm not stuck at all
Can somebody please
Listen to me
I'm alone
When did this stop feeling like home?
Alone all again

You know i've never really tried this hard
To make something work
(don't want to make you hurt)
My purpose in this life was to take all of your words
It turns out that i'm destined to fall inlove with someone
Who will take all my worth

I'm visibily angry and openly confused
Do I love you?
Or will you just be leaving bruises on my skin?
Tell me is this love or is this sin?

Why does taking care of you always feel like my punishment?
Why cant't I help but stare at you?
It's something called astonishment
I can't help I have to wear this smile
Though, I don't feel like I have it all
You know you really keep me close
When I feel like i'm intrapped inside these walls

Help me out
I just want to calm down
I feel stuck in this relationship
Even though i'm not stuck at all
Can somebody please
Listen to me
I'm alone
When did this stop feeling like home?
Alone all again