paroles de chanson broken dreams - coZmo

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time

I'm wasting time
The time is ticking by
I'm living with my broken dreams

Living everyday
Barely wanna see my face
So depressive wanna blow my brains
Load the mag
And now I'm dealing pain
Take the razor and stab it in my veins

No success when i'm so obsessive
Over chain reactions then i'll grip the magnum
I'll pull the trigger i can't even fathom
I'm always stressed and i start to panic

What is my point in here?
Wasting my life
Cause I'm questioning fear

If I'm being honest
I should just stop this
Break myself down
When I'm looking through my comments
Even if it's positive
I'm reading out the opposite
I tell myself
"Man just be more confident"

But I can't

Inside my head
Theres a ton of damage
It's mainly caused by
Events from my past
It's hard to manage
Every little thing that
Breaks through time
And i'm so confused
On what to do
So i'll cut again
I'll show myself i'm lost in the deep end
Then it sparks a riot
I hate my life yo
I'm finished trying

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time

I'm wasting time
The time is ticking by
I'm living with my broken dreams

I'm a wicked phantom
Cursed from my past
They say that it's beautiful
I feel that it never lasts
A broken mishap, it's hard to breathe
A worthless human with anxiety
You'd always call
And i'd ignore it
Create your pain
I'm so misspoken
Nowadays I'm only losing focus
I put the gun to my temple
And fade out to the roses

You don't need to give me
Another chance
We both know that this pain
Won't ever end
We'll go back to being friends
I guess i'll just go back
To being the faker me

Fake smiles
All freshman year
That entire time i wish i disappeared
But thanks to the homie who always had my back
I'd do anything for yours
And that's not cap
I'll leave my message
Deep in this album
For all my fears have faded to black

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time

I understand
Why you're scared of me
I gave myself up
For these broken dreams
I feel the decline
Hidden in my lies
Can't live my life
Cause I'm wasting time