paroles de chanson derailed - craw

I wake up in the morning and I'm feeling the rush
I put an addy in my system and I call that shit lunch
I play a tad bit of the victim but that comes with a punch
I think it's sad I have a symptom that leaves me with a hunch

It's like I'm losing parts of me that I will never get back
I thought this line was for the verse but shit I'm never on track
The way I say that I'm the worst like self esteems what I lack
The times I thought that I was cursed for once I'm leading the pack

I thought it was my time to die I'm in here talking my shit
With all the nights I wondered why like I thought that this was it
Like all the times you tried to lie you cried I know what it is
You don't know what the fuck you so I guess no us it is

You won't find me I'm locking the door
I said it's perfect timing now I'm on the floor
I want no one around me when I meet the lord
I hope it's worth it drowning cause I'm wanting more

I spit a bit faster write a new chapter
Ghost like I'm Casper life's a disaster
What am I after shit that don't matter
Pretty bad actor enough of that chatter

I said it's enough like it's time to get close
And I said it too much like I go do the most
Like I spark up a dutch and I go make a toast
To my friends in the front wait til we're on the coast

I can say what I want cause I put in my time
And I stay on the hunt like it's part of the climb
And this isn't no stunt but I'll say that I'm fine
And they say I won't bunt put the ball on the line

Like I go throw a fit when I lose my damn mind
How go I benefit from the shit that I find
How I go and admit I'm the shit I remind
All the shit that I spit that I've seen in my time

I hope it's worth it drowning cause I'm wanting more
I want no one around me when I meet the lord
I said it's perfect timing now I'm on the floor
I said that you won't find me I'm locking the door

It's like I'm losing parts of me that I will never get back
I thought this line was for the verse but shit I'm never on track
The way I say that I'm the worst like self esteems what I lack
The times I thought that I was cursed for once I'm leading the pack

I thought it was my time to die I'm in here talking my shit
With all the nights I wondered why like I thought that this was it
Like all the times you tried to lie you cried I know what it is
You don't know what the fuck you so I guess no us it is