paroles de chanson Happy Endings // Last Call - filthynate

Am I the bad guy in the stories that you tell
Cuz you ain't in mine
Ever since we met ain't a day
That you ain't on my mind
Sometimes I hit you on the text
Just to make sure you're fine
You're fine?
Cool
So am I
And now

I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help

In my life
Ain't no happy endings
I'll just keep pretendin woah
I don't make an entrance
Best believe I'll make an exit though
Ain't no happy endings
All I really know is movin on
I don't make an entrance
Best believe I'll make an exit though

Pray for me
If I don't make this time
I'm history
Dance, dance, dance
My wrists should bleed
Damn, damn, damn
Not listening
Can't keep up
What I'm doin
Can't drink this much
I'm ruined
You speak in tongues
I'm fluent
Your bedroom is my tomb and
I knew it
Where my heart beats under floorboards
It's thumping
We shared just enough to mean somethin
To me, yes, to you it was nothin
I keep hidin you keep runnin
Dance, dance, dance
The drums they keep bumpin
Dance, dance, dance
My eyes they close shut then
Dance, dance, dance
I see you with someone else
And now

I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help
I'm lyin to myself
And to you
I might need some help

In my life
Ain't no happy endings
I'll just keep pretendin woah
I don't make an entrance
Best believe I'll make an exit though
Ain't no happy endings
All I really know is movin on
I don't make an entrance
Best believe I'll make an exit though
No happy endings
No happy endings
No happy endings
No
I'd rather be used
Than forgotten by you
Than forgotten by you

The disco never ends
Come back whenever you need
We'll be waiting
For you

Last call was an hour ago
And you ain't gotta go home
But you can't stay here, you hear me?
But you can't stay here, you hear me?
Last call was an hour ago
And you ain't gotta go home
But you can't stay here, you hear me?
But you can't stay here, you hear me?

What do you say to somebody who's heard it all
At this point I've already fallen and gotten back up
So often the concrete has got a mark from my ass all upon it, honestly
I might just grab a bottle and swallow it whole, don't bother me
Constant growth of the hole that's inside of my soul, I'm probably
Livin on borrowed time but that topics been spit wholeheartedly
I keep giving my all with no audience, I'm an oddity
Possibly I'm addicted to cowering under comedy
Cavalry comes as alcohol numbing me into comfort please
Callin me but nobody gon' come for me, that's the problem these
Constant thoughts of the other side often have got their claws in me
I could never do papa proud, mama sorry for all the things
Hollowing out my heart I've just grown accustomed to wallowing
Following in the footsteps of everybody surrounding me
Prodigy as a youth and a problem now as I'm older seems
Awful to keep a hold of things gnawing deep in your core, it stings
Honesty seeps in chorus, sing, all about being forced to breathe
I don't know if I'm done but I'm leanin closer to possibly
People leavin me constantly, imposter syndrome is blossoming
I don't know what I did to deserve the bricks that's on top of me
Sisyphus with his rock but the difference is I'm toppling
I ain't get no assistance, no hands out or no offerings
Is this really the end or am I beginnin to fall asleep
Liquor hittin in time to prevent me from tryna cause a scene
Listen; it's all the same to me
Live or die, ain't no prophecy
Happiness a commodity
My heart is my own property
My fault for always falling
But it feels like flyin, go try and see
And we both know that the door is open, you don't need a key
Close your eyes put on your favorite song
Baby dance with me

Do you feel any different? Better?
What was this 'Silent Disco' to you?
Was it a battle with grief? With identity?
With love? Or lust?
With life? Death?
Was it worth it?
Take your time. Live a little
You can always return
Until next time