paroles de chanson I Confess - kendy

And as I sit here in my bedroom I confess that my ex was right
I'm in love with a dead girl but that's alright
It's no fun to be me
Slit my skin and watch me bleed

I would tell you everything about me but you'll run away
If I told you everything that happens inside of my brain
It's a struggle, it's a fight and it's a war every day
I hear voices in my head, I see her face in the rain

So I sit here by myself and write these songs for you, dear darling
When I try to fall asleep I always hear you fucking calling
The way you did when you were almost dead
Panic attacks, I put my hands on my head

Hands-on head surrender, self-destruction on a bender
Man, I need one more bartender
Fill it up and smash back until that glass break
Screaming mazel tov or fuck it all
Imma make this earth shake

I hope you don't regret the decision you made
I know that it was manic and a mad mistake
I know you'd never hurt me, that was not your place
It's just something that has happened due to gods or fate

And as I sit here in my bedroom I confess that my ex was right
I'm in love with a dead girl but that's alright
It's no fun to be me
Slit my skin and watch me bleed

And as I sit here in my bedroom I confess that my ex was right
I'm in love with a dead girl but that's alright
It's no fun to be me
Slit my skin and watch me bleed

See so lately it might seem like your sisters hurting me
My best friend is reaching out and just explaining what he sees
And I never want to front you brother but that pain's on me
I just speak out at weird times but that blame is all on me

And JJ trust me I will take the fall for anything we did
We had good times, good lives, we were kids
You were nineteen, I was eighteen when we went to Madrid
Back when we were robbing plugs for some milds and Mids

And every step I take now it is all for you
Pushing myself way too hard but I need to get through
All this pain and fucking mess to live this life out for you
For us, there is nothing stronger than love

And as I sit here in my bedroom I confess that my ex was right
I'm in love with a dead girl but that's alright
It's no fun to be me
Slit my skin and watch me bleed