Paroles et traduction oceanfromtheblue - mistaken

mistaken

가끔 올라가 봐 창가에
멀리 봐야 해 난 장남에
돌아갈 순 없어 현실에
겁이 나서 다시 작실에
제발 나 좀 말려줬음 해
근데 해야 해 난 장남에
돌아갈 순 없어 현실에
겁이 나서 다시 작실에
나는 다를 거란 착각에
나는 잘될 거란 착각에
나는 재능있단 착각에
나는 타고났단 착각에
나는 잘생겼단 착각에
나름 옷 잘 입는단 착각에
사랑받고 있단 착각에
사람답게 산단 착각에
친구는 평생 간단 착각에
너는 다르다는 착각에
아니라는 너도 착각에
혹시 하는 나도 착각에
그냥 살고 싶어 착하게
미움받기 싫어 너에게
인정받고 싶어 모두에게
절대 안 될 거란 생각에
변해버렸지 나약해
아니 어쩌면 나 악해
B급 영화에선 주인공이 제일 잔인해
자꾸 보다 보면 기대하게 돼
어쨌든 나는 이런 착각
속에 살아 너는 어때
내가 무너지면 너는 어때
내가 없어지면 너는 어때
궁금해
가끔 올라가 봐 창가에
멀리 봐야 해 난 장남에
돌아갈 순 없어 현실에
겁이 나서 다시 작실에
제발 나 좀 말려줬음 해
근데 해야 해 난 장남에
돌아갈 순 없어 현실에
겁이 나서 다시 작실에

mistaken

Occasionally I go to the window
I should look far away, my position is eldest son
I cannot go back to reality
Because I'm scared and shrink back
I wish you could stop me
But this is my job as eldest son
I cannot go back to reality
Because I'm scared and shrink back
I mistakenly thought I was different
I mistakenly thought I would do well
I mistakenly thought I was talented
I mistakenly thought I was born with it
I mistakenly thought I was handsome
I mistakenly thought I had a good fashion sense
I mistakenly thought I was loved
I mistakenly thought I lived like a human
I mistakenly thought my friend would last a lifetime
I mistakenly thought you were different
You are mistaken in thinking that's not true
I am also mistaken in thinking maybe
I just want to live a good life
I don't want your hatred
I want to be acknowledged by everyone
I thought it would never happen
I turned out to be weak
Maybe I'm bad
In a B-grade movie, the protagonist is the cruelest
I keep watching and waiting
Anyway, I live with these mistaken thoughts
My dear, what about you?
What about you if I fell apart?
What about you if I disappeared?
I wonder
Occasionally I go to the window
I should look far away, my position is eldest son
I cannot go back to reality
Because I'm scared and shrink back
I wish you could stop me
But this is my job as eldest son
I cannot go back to reality
Because I'm scared and shrink back