nothing ever changes

I want change!
I want change!
Motherfucker I want change!
I need change!

I want change!
I want change!
Motherfucker I want change!
I need change!

Nothing ever changes in my life it's all so static
Drive me crazy like i got a screw loose in the attic
I just want a change to be made
I can't do it myself
Cause im too scared of myself
And my past actions
Put up a front and act as if i got distractions
Then fucking fold again cause i don't got no passion
Ive never tried a single time in my life
So who am i to whine and bitch without any strife?

I'm just pathetic
They know i am, it's everybody
Vs. me (pathetic)
I beg and weep for hours just to be something
(Pathetic)
Why bother trying?
I'll just die alone
(Pathetic)
But i keep pushing on

And I just keep moving forward
And I just keep moving forward
And I just keep moving forward
And I just keep moving
Forward
Forward

I just lie
Can't even tell you that and look you in the eyes
I'm so scared of change I'd rather see to it and die
Even if it means i'll stay in places i despise
It's easier to be complacent than to try