Текст песни Ghost Rule - Jubyphonic

I only know how to lie
I guess I really can't dodge it this time
No law to pardon my crime
No clemency for this evil of mine
Things don't look better today
The mask I wear is crumbling away
Lapsing in depravity
I didn't see what was happening to me

Come here, don't go away
Stay
I've hidden it away

Mayday! Find me if you think you can
Then you can leave and never hold me close again
Hey, mayday! Find me if you think you can
But could you smile for me at the very end? (Say, "Whoa!")
I know I'm nothing more than an empty ghost (say, "Whoa!")
An empty shell of lies, and it haunts me so, hey

Although "no" is what I meant
I gave a "yes" and lied yet again
And yeah, I have my regrets
It's just so easy to plead innocent
Playing the victim, are you?
Just say a prayer, or heck, maybe two
Was so busy talking away
Unknown to me, I was digging my grave

The guilt is here to stay
Grey
Manipulate away

Mayday! Go ahead and fire away
Since honesty is hard for me to find today
Hey, mayday! Go ahead and judge away
I chose to be this kind of person anyway (say, "Whoa!")
I know I'm nothing more than a wandering ghost (say, "Whoa!")
An empty shell that's nothing but a void at most, hey

Wishing for the many things I lack within
I'm greeted by a "me" I didn't know again
Still I kept on moving right on through the sea
So dark, a night that had come over me
Could you ever love me as I am today?
Somebody fed on ego, live forever this way
When you look at me, who did you actually see?
This lonely, toxic, clown could be

Mayday! Find me if you think you can
Then you can leave and never hold me close again
Hey, mayday! Find me if you think you can
But can you smile for me at the very end?
Mayday! Go ahead and fire away
Since honesty is hard for me to find today
Hey, mayday! Go ahead and judge away
I chose to be this kind of person anyway

Hey, mayday! Tell me who I really am
Since everything I know's about to meet its end
Hey, mayday! Dancing with the ghost I am
Did you figure out that me you knew was just a sham? (Say, "Whoa!")
Know I'm nothing more than an empty ghost (say, "Whoa!")
An empty shell of lies, and it haunts me so (say, "Whoa!")
I know I'm nothing more than a wandering ghost (say, "Whoa!")
An empty shell that's nothing but a void at most

I only know how to lie
I guess I really can't dodge it this time
No law to pardon my crime
No clemency for this evil of mine