Текст песни Alarm! - Nuria

I guess I sit back and reflect on 'em
Last album I was double checking facts on 'em
Last album I was everything they told me that I couldn't be
Both eyes open omul, look at me!
Alarm going off
I'm all of the charts
All of the parts hidden in my purple penned notebook
No Noah
They gotta watch me go up
I'm sorry, but I'm so not
Deserving is the least that you could say to me

But I keep my fears buried in my backyard
I still care
In a sweat I go to check to see if they are still there
'Cause my issues keep me going (why?)
I don't want your company
I'm good, I'm great, I'm glowing
At night I go decide if I am nice enough
It's voting
A double ended lose-lose tie situation
Still I have this vision that the whole world hates me (damn)
Not a pity party
Love, I promise
I'm just sharing what I really feel

Plus, I'm scared of success
That's a bigger pill
And I'm scared of my new life
The new flights
The old friends
The new ones
The fake laughs
Illusions
The fall off
The shatter
The break down
I matter
I think, man I hope so
I'm so emotional
Still cut off gently
I might be too friendly
I might just start screaming
"I want this"
"I need it"
The love that I'm seeking
Takes over my breathing

This dent needs to get fixed
Now lay low or get hit
This dent needs to get fixed
Now lay low or get hit
Uh, bow!