Текст песни Delusional - Shamir

I cry in restaurants and not because I dine alone
I have a theraplst to clarify what I already know
I tell myself I′m quirky and that no one gets me
As my mental health deteriorates before me slowly

I'm delusional (but I hide it nicely)
But I don′t know (how far it'll get me)
When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together
And return when things get better

I leave the light on at night because I'm afraid of ghost
Only ironically as far as anybody knows
I lie about things that sound worse than the actual truth
I think I′m fine while everybody worries what I will do

I′m delusional (but I hide it nicely)
But I don't know (how far it′ll get me)
When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together
And return when things get better

I won't be gone long
If it′s urgent you can medicate me back home
I'll try to stay for you, but the world is too cruel

I′m delusional (but I hide it nicely)
But I don't know (how far it'll get me)
When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together
And return when things get better