Текст песни croutons on the rocks (C.O.T.R) - changeofseason

I thought we were forever but you pushed me to the side
I've been trying to get better but i'm barely alright
I know that you hate me just give me some time
I've been thinking about you lately and i hope that your doing fine

Cause i close my eyes when i think of you tonight
When i got nothing left are you with me for the fight?
Be my ride or die baby
Will you hold me tight?
Will you hold me tight?
Baby will you hold me right?
I just want to be the kind of person that you want, be the person that you need, the person that you love
Honestly life without you has gotten a little tough
I just need a little comfort in the person i've become
Help me see my potential even when it it's getting rough
It seems the things that i start, i'm always giving up
I just need to focus, breathe, and not give a fuck
Hopefully you're with me when the sun comes up

This don't happen to people like me
I try to be calm but tend to overthink
Maybe i'm crazy and just playin make believe
I just want to live my dream and try to be me

Money? fame? i don't care about that
I just want to be me, i just want to be Zach
Tell me why i can't sing and also do some rap
I'm trying to bend these genres just like they were a map
I'm a one man band, i'm making my own path
Your misconceptions seem like an everyday fad
Your flexing with nothing but a fucking empty bag
And now your in my ear telling me how i should act

I just want to be the kind of person that is loved, be the person that you see is just growing up
Honestly life without you still is a little tough
But it seems i am comfortable in the person i've become
I can see my potential and it seems i'm going up
I just need a little momentum for the music i have done
Shout out to the fans, man, they always showin love
Hopefully they still rockin with me when i blow up
That's the dream i don't want to do any other job
I'm in the scene but it seems like i'm in my own mob
And if you disagree that's just me being me
I'll end up on your screen
Watch me with jealousy

This don't happen to people like me
I try to be calm but tend to overthink
Maybe i'm crazy and just playin make believe
I just want to live my dream and try to be me

changeofseason is the name
There's dark thoughts in my brain
Sometimes i think i'm insane
But it's better than being fake
I'm gonna to go my own way
I guess i'm gonna to start today
I might just be a little late
But it was worth the wait

This don't happen to people like me
I try to be calm but tend to overthink
Maybe i'm crazy and just playin make believe
I just want to live my dream and try to be me