The Wasteland That Is Me

This temptation has me feeling like I'm losing all control
I'm becoming dependent on the pain inside my skull
It's a sinking feeling I'll carry all the way into my grave
This is my human behavior, this is not a choice I've made

I'm always stuck inside
The wasteland that is me
I've been here my whole life
The wasteland that is me

I end up feeling like I've been up for a million days
There's just no stopping me when I get this inside my brain
It's like this sinking feeling knowing I'm going awry
I can see my future disintegrating before my eyes

I'm always stuck inside
The wasteland that is me
I've been here my whole life
The wasteland that is me

And I begin it again
And I'm running away
And I begin it again
And I begin it again
And I begin it again
And I begin it again
And I begin it again
And I begin it again

I'm always stuck inside
The wasteland that is me
I've been here my whole life
The wasteland that is me