Текст песни Sinner Pt. 5 - Phora

Yeah
Ever since I was a young boy
They said I'd end up' like my father did
Said I'm nothing they said I'm a failure
I ain't graduate like the other kids

Doctor said there's something wrong with him
Gave me Adderall fed me Ritalin
The greatest trick the devil ever pulled
Was convincing you there's only one of him
2016 I told you I'm losing myself
First time I told you I'm a sinner
2017 I gave you a part two
But some people just must not remeber
2018 developed a drug addiction
Wrote the third one when I was high
Then 2020, I dropped the last one
'Cause I planned on not being alive

I got a lot to say
Nobody hears when I'm screaming
Lay my head down to pray
Lay my head down
But that doesn't hear where I'm bleeding
I think I lost my faith
But maybe it's all that I needed
Know I'm a sinner, God
I'm a sinner, God but you who I believe in
And I got my knees on the ground
And I'm losing myself right now
And I got my knees on the ground
And I know I'm just a let down

I got a problem with loving the wrong people
Opened up to them, I regret it
I got a problem with trusting myself these days
Can't control where I'm headed
They told me love's a disease
And most of the time you don't know if you're infected
Guess I gave up on myself
'Cause I let my family and my fans down yeah I said it
Hate to admit it, I hate that I'm different
I hate that I'm not like everybody else
Hate that I feel like I never made anybody proud
Never been proud of myself
Hate that my mom and dad were never together
Did they even care how I felt?
Hate that I'll never know so I numb myself
But we all know it never helps

I got a lot to say
Nobody hears when I'm screaming
Lay my head down to pray
Lay my head down
But that doesn't hear where I'm bleeding
I think I lost my faith
But maybe it's all that I needed
Know I'm a sinner, God - I'm a sinner, God
But you who I believe in
And I got my knees on the ground
And I'm losing myself right now
Yeah I got my knees on the ground
And I know I'm just a let down

Tell me what else should I done
Did you expect me to stay here
Tell me what else should I done
You know the don't play fair

Tell me what else should I done
I needed you and you was here
But you ain't care
Tell me what else should I done
They crying at my funeral
But i ain't there