Текст песни Sad in December - 30

If you find your way home
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I missed you
I won't let you cry
All alone
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I fell
But you know it was life that's all alone [?]

You say you don't like the lyrics I write sometimes
And it's okay neither do I
You say it's poetry
And it'll pay off one day hopefully
I try to write out my nostalgia for the dopamine
And you were sad all winter
You had a wooden heart
And I came out with a splinter
And who am I to tryna tell you what's best for you?
Even though I'd take a bullet in the chest for you
Everytime you call I go in cardiac arrest for you
And the end of me
When everybody said I had a pipe dream
You the only person who defended me
And now it's lookin' like I'ma be here for a century
But I'm just hopin' that you'll join me
And every single morning
You'd love to annoy me
But now it's all over
And my demons got noisy
Noisier than ever
And you're sad now but you were sadder in December

If you find your way home
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I missed you
I won't let you cry
All alone
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I fell
But you know it was life that's all alone [?]

Yeah, I try to think about it less and less
And if I'm drinking, you know I'ma send a text
And you would text back, SOS
I got a feeling it's better to keep a messier mess
Send help soon
It all fell through
I think about you when I see the buckle in my belt loops
Everything we had girl, everything I rapped
It was true but what if all winter we were sad
Or maybe it's sadness rubbed off on me
Maybe I caught myself an illness like you coughed on me
But the feeling I get inside is hard for me
It's like you infected my heart and all my arteries
Yeah, and everyone of them are severed
Feel like I'm the one always putting in the effort
Maybe it's my necessity to always misremember [?]
Maybe I was the one sad in December

If you find your way home
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I missed you
I won't let you cry
All alone
Then you should just remember
That you were sad in December
One too many times
I fell
But you know it was life that's all alone [?]

And I won't let you cry
All alone
Yeah, that's good