Текст песни PISANTHROPHOBIA - nezerat

What do men have that I don't?
Why don't I deserve it?
Try so hard for nothing
All the time

Feel so poorly treated
But I know it's too good
All I do is cry and whine
But I don't ever say a thing

Waited all night
Waiting for a call
Think I'm not worth it
Never was at all

Figure that I'm sour
I know what that means
You know that I'm helpless
Tearing at the seams

'Cause I don't know why I keep thinking I'm different
'Cause now I know I'm the one breaking my own heart

I'm breaking my own heart
I'm breaking my own heart
My own heart, my own heart
I'm breaking, I'm breaking
Oh-oh-oh

Singing by myself, I just hope that no one hear my voice
It's never my choice, what I say is always predetermined
I'm an algorithm changed by what you have to say
Changed by what you have to think
Changed by every single thing that ever comes across my path

Feel my wrath, never mind
I'm never singing loud enough for the crowd
They can't understand a single thing I say
That's okay always gotta repeat everything I say

And they always nod their head
But they don't fucking understand
Who I am, what I mean
I love to take my time when walking
'Cause I know this life is quick

Waste my time, with a purpose
In my mind, but my mind
Is the reason that I tear it all apart
I tear it all apart

I'm breaking my own heart
I'm breaking my own heart
My own heart, my own heart
I'm breaking, I'm breaking

Oh, I'm breaking my own heart
I'm breaking my own heart
My own heart, my own heart
I'm breaking, I'm breaking

What do men have that I don't?
Why don't I deserve it?
Try so hard for nothing
All the time

Feel so poorly treated
But I know it's too good
All I do is cry and whine
But I don't ever feel a thing