Текст песни Break My Heart - 6arelyhuman , NUMBER48

The numbers, what do they mean?

(I'm so, so cold, oh, ooh)
I'm so tired, I'm so lonely
All I ever do is whine
Always worried about what's above me
Will I even have the time?
But I know you hear me, I gave you a sign
Read my mind, read between the lines
Can we shine? Chills down my spine
You rip me apart, but I'll give it time

Well, my love wasn't enough
When it comes to love, always fucking it up
All my heart, spilled it out for you
Please don't start, I was looking out for you
I was always there, you never cared
You left me stranded, I was so scared

Everyday, it gets worse and I don't know how to fight it
I do these drugs to cope with pain, I just want to hide it
Lost myself when I'm looking for home
'Cause the journey in life is a long, long road
I've been working for years but got nothing to show
I've been working for years, and I'm still fucking broke

My love wasn't enough
When it comes to love, always fucking it up
All my heart, spilled it out for you
Please don't start, I was looking out for you
I was always there, you never cared
You left me stranded, I was so scared