Текст песни miseducation - 7dashine

I wish my parents told me this
That like,
Part of the youth experience
When you don't have good parents
Is hating yourself
Never thinking I was, you know, gonna have this kind of life
This is just the beginning.
It's only gonna get better from here
This is just my phase into adulthood

Elementary taught me how to talk and how to move
But not how to grab your attention when you're in the room
But that was school.
Maybe I'm being dramatic now
Everything off balance now.
Heroes turn to addicts now
It's sad how

I could write my thoughts and how they hurt
Put it all inside a verse and play it for you first
Just to hear that it won't work
My vision's getting blurry
The same person that told me be strong
Made me feel insecure

So I started lashing out
Acting out
Swinging on whoever
I could to get these emotions out
Throwing fists with tears in my eyes
Then walk back to the house
I hope that you feel me now
My fears want you to be proud
And I know
That time has been rough with us
When I was young,
And dealt with grief
You said to be a man,
You better toughen up
That's thought with us

Taught me how to deal with pain
Now I see you do the same
You don't mention how things have changed

Tell me not to go out too late
Listen to my heart, I'll be safe
Go to hell and back for your praise
Don't wanna put it past my mistakes

If I gotta feel the same type of pain
If I gotta heal the world through the rain
The only way to break your restraints
I'll do it for you
I'll do it for you
I'll do it for you

Blood is thicker than these bonds that we break
When we talk it's not the same
You bent my heart out of shape
I try to dodge all your mistakes

You always told me when
I fall in love to never treat her wrong
But y'all don't even get along
The same old song
Glass breaking sounded like percussion when it hit the wall
I saw you going through withdrawal

Swore I'd never look at you different
But that don't mean you didn't
Make some harmful decisions
Your ego won't let you listen

I went to court, beat the case
Got my record clean
From outside your house
Smoking cigarettes at 14

Hit him with that morphine
Promoted on the block and put them on
Inspire More fiends
But that don't support me
Think how it could've been different if you kept your nose clean
I don't mean to blow steam
I mean don't want to downplay the way you raised me
I know your intentions were good and mine were the same
Until I hurt the ones I love and then the cycle remains