Текст песни I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead - 93FEETOFSMOKE , VELVETEARS

U know the rain and thunder
Makes it cold out
U know whatever happens
My hand will be out
But i cant keep this fucking blade
Up off my wrist
And i can't kick these fucking demons
From my head
They telling me its time
To go and sin
And i'm listening
Fuck restraint
Because this world's a bitch
But your glistening
And u know
I love the way u sit
On the side of my bed
And let it bleed out
Thru every
Fucking slit
I'm known to run away but this time i'll run with you
I'm known to never stay but I'll fuckin stay with you
I'm known for diggin graves but thats all done and thru
I just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you
I got all of ur songs straight playin in my head
I gotta lotta fear for the day that we'll be dead
But i just suppress that, no need for nonsense
Cuz for the first time i know where i can fall back
Somethin bout life makes me feel so unsure
Why am i so scared i will never fuckin kno
But i had a choice and i picked the right door
And thats something I've never done before
You were the right door