Текст песни Anxious From the Topic & the Adderall - 93FEETOFSMOKE

Nowadays I wonder
If you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
And the adderall
If I tell you that I'm sorry
And it's all my fault
Will you fuck me when it's over
And the pills wear off
Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I jus wan blow my head
Maybe it's drugs I'm missing
Really I'm numb to all this
Outside I look calm
But in my head I'm fucked
Like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked
They talk about my life
As if they're living it
Like we didn't crawl thru mud
To get to past where we been
Nowadays I just am not sure
Still giving everything
Still need more
Nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure
Nowadays I wonder
If you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
And the adderall
If I tell you thatI'im sorry
And it's all my fault
Will you fuck me when it's over
And the pills wear off
Lately I don't want no new friends
Really I jus wan blow my head
Mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
Really I'm just numb to all this