Текст песни A Black Rose - Nate , A.C.N.H

And now you walk into the light
It's been so hard to say goodbye
You shine in every face you left behind
And I just hope to see you again
In another life

So many opportunities at love lost
How can I look to my future when I cant look away from my past
Where do I go from here
What do I tell myself to make it all better
Fuck it
This is by far the hardest song to write
There's so many things I wanna say but I cant
Maybe if I sing it loud enough the wind will carry it to you
From the start it was meant to be
Our relationship ended quick but our love never stopped
Every weekend I spent at your house
When I dated another girl you stood by and didn't fight it
You were by my side and she didn't like it so I had to stop
We didn't talk and I thought our friendship was over
But even after the breakup you were there again
I came to your house and cried for a week
I still remember how we sat in your room
You tried so hard to get me to ask you out but I felt like it was to soon
But now I sit with this wound
Under all this depression I feel drowned
No time for a rebound
I just want you for a second, i'd never let go

And now you walk into the light
It's been so hard to say goodbye
You shine in every face you left behind
And I just hope to see you again
In another life

I'm sat here
Broken down in a dark room looking at all our old pictures and how happy we were
Shit
We grew up a lot from middle school
Each date and each thing we did sticks with me
Every year I walk down that beach and leave some roses on your grave
I even get them black because it's your favorite
Every march on your birthday I go to lunch at the same place
Life was just so fucking simple back then
Before friends switched it up on us and drove a wedge in us
Back before my addiction drove you away and straight to him
Everyday I live with regret of what could've been
Everyday I drink a little more trying to feel the way I did with you
I'm trying to push on everyday because its what you would do
You were always braver than me
You embraced your past scars and excepted it
You got me out of my shell and actually got me to talk about shit
To the end of my life when I can see you again I will always love you

And now you walk into the light
It's been so hard to say goodbye
You shine in every face you left behind
And I just hope to see you again
In another life

3 weeks after I met the guy who took you from this world
He said he's sorry and he's sober now
But sorry can't bring anything back
Trust me I've tried before
I'll never forgive him for driving drunk
You would've told me not to hold onto a grudge but this one I can't let go of
I'm hoping you can hear this and understand what I'm trying to say
I fucking miss you and I love you
No matter what happens or how far apart we are I won't stop
Death is just one speed bump on a highway of potholes and rubble
Just know you've changed my life for the better with every smile and laugh
I met this new girl
She's just like you in every way
But I can't push myself to do it
I cant move on with her
I can't gamble regretting my choices everyday again
I know you would've wanted me to move on
But I don't know if I can
Even though you would've wanted me to try
I guess this is the one thing we cant agree on
For now it's a goodbye
But ill see you again one day I promise

And now you walk into the light
It's been so hard to say goodbye
You shine in every face you left behind
And I just hope to see you again
In another life