Monsters

I can't talk to monsters in my head

I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head

Y'all see my kindness
Think I'm kinda soft
If only you could see the monsters in my mind
That I've been fighting off
None of you would ever dare to scoff
But y'all just unaware the cross I bare
And how it's been a hefty cost
I spent a long time feeling lost
Lost within my thoughts
Trying mask it off with all the things I bought
And it's been boiling like a kettle pot
Inside the mind of a man
Where it's dark and it's hella hot
Now you can miss me with them cold stares
I live face to face with demons so I don't scare
Bitch I don't care
I've been to hell so we can go there
Just know I've made myself at home there
I keep fighting with these voices in my dome on my own
I don't need nobody's help
Man I can go at it alone
All that talking tough around me when you don't have the stones
Y'all be scared to show your skeletons
I'm dancing with them bones

I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head

My outer shell doesn't reflect my heads about to explode
Difficult to find some peace in my own humble abode
Its been helluva long road
Internal monsters fuckin' with me
Constantly busy
Ya'll wondering why Im pissy
Disrespect me in public and have the nerve to ask where is he
Without apology
Iffy attitudes makes me dizzy
Feeling itchy and allergic
Exposed to these dumb fucks
No way to fix stupid
Stay avoiding you numb-nuts
Overlookin' what I'm worth
All I owe is my absence
Wanna act like nothing happened
Main reason behind detachment
Stagnant way of thinkin'
Life revolves around you
So what if an asshole cause what Im sayin is true
Ya'll driving me crazy
So I chose to keep to myself
Sometimes in a dark place but no unalivin' myself
No coming back from that so I ask for the lord's guidance
Instead of choosing violence
I opted to stay silent

I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I can't talk to monsters in my head
Monsters in my head

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