The Silence (lost pt. II)

I'm here without feeling
And I can't seem to find myself again
My head is through the ceiling
Will I find death in the end
No shot
You can't stop me
And I won't come by myself again
My blood always right behind me
So I won't find death in the end

I'm unappealing
So unapologetically I wrestle for my ecstasy
That I can't seem to find
I can't hide from what's inside of me
And I don't wanna end up as the government property
I know I'm living improperly
I can't find (what) fear nor fancy
Fucked up always thought it was dumb luck
Until you realize it was the fault of you dumb fuck
Oh no he can't keep pace
With one misstep
Now he fall flat on his face
Another regret, bleed red
Though he didn't leave yet
I guess he finally found a reason
Outcast the family finally freed him
Look at the way they treat him
Changing up like the seasons
When I'm lost in the Silence
It reminds me of the lives we left behind
I'm lost in the Silence
In the Silence (lost in the silence)

Cause I'm here without feeling
And I can't seem to find myself again
My head is through the ceiling
Will I find death in the end
No shot
You can't stop me
And I won't come by myself again
My blood always right behind me
So I won't find death in the end
Cause I'm here without feeling
And I can't seem to find myself again
My head is through the ceiling
Will I find death in the end
No shot
You can't stop me
And I won't come by myself again
My blood always right behind me
So I won't find death in the end