Текст и перевод песни ASCA - 最低な朝と名付けたのは

最低な朝と名付けたのは

本気で泣いた
今日こそが始まり
皆と同じ笑顔作れずに
写真の端 切り捨てた あの頃
変わりたくて 変われなくて
認めたくて でも認められずに
疼きだした夢に気付かないフリして
最低な朝と名付けたのは
眩しすぎる陽が 怖くて 逃げたくて
本当は走り出したかった
心が求めるまま明日へ
本気で泣いた
今日こそが始まり
優しい声かけられるたびに
遠ざけてしまう そういう自分が憎い
傷つくこと 傷つけること
最初から全部摘み取ってしまえばと
生まれ来るはずだった感情たち
葬った
最低な朝と名付けたのに
眩しすぎる陽は 微笑むばかりで
本当は素直になりたかった
心が求めるぬくもり抱いて
わたしだけが
わたしを生きるんだから
呼吸が聞こえる
静かな風が
孤独な夜を受け止めた
もう目を背けない
最低な朝と名付けたのは
眩しすぎる陽が 怖くて 逃げたくて
最高の瞬間はここにはない
心閉ざしたままの世界には
本気で泣いた
今日の日が始まり

The Morning I Named "The Worst"

I cried for real,
Today is the start.
Unable to force a smile like everyone else,
I cut out the corners of those photos from back then.
I wanted to change, but couldn't.
I wanted to accept, but couldn't.
Pretending not to notice the dream that began to ache,
I named it the worst morning.
The sunlight was too bright, I was scared, I wanted to escape.
But really, I wanted to run,
Towards tomorrow as my heart desired.
I cried for real,
Today is the start.
Every time I was offered kind words,
I pushed them away, I hate myself for that.
Getting hurt, hurting others,
I wished I could have just plucked them all out from the start,
The emotions that were supposed to be born,
I buried them.
Even though I named it the worst morning,
The dazzling sun just kept on smiling.
The truth is, I wanted to be honest,
Holding the warmth my heart craved.
Only I,
Can live my own life.
I hear my breath,
The quiet wind,
Embraced the lonely night.
I won't look away anymore.
The morning I named "The Worst,"
The sunlight was too bright, I was scared, I wanted to escape.
The greatest moment isn't here,
Not in this world where my heart is closed off.
I cried for real,
Today is the start.