Текст песни Insecurity - AWillThaGreat feat. Donte Tidmore

Why they whisper when they′re walking past me
Got me believing but changing his opinion from last week
Something's going on and this is how I deal
This is how I deal w my insecurities
With my insecurities baby

Secretly I be thinking that everybody watching
If they eyes wasn′t on me I would have another option
I don't know how to cope, all I do's internalize
Would hate meet a stranger and my flaws get emphasized
Or even more danger, I′ve been told I demonize
So why look in a demon′s eyes, cold stare is winterized
Don't mind me cuz I′m more than what I symbolize
But refuse to compromise, or have my problems vocalized
I get lost into a crowd, anxiety start to kick in
Whole time feel defenseless with a sixth sense
No need to stand out or even try to fit in
Cast away to an island full of lost misfits
Say I worry too much, making bigger issues
In my mind I'm fine, so what′s the problem with you
I'm too alert for my own good, my talent misused
Looking like a star, but feel like hook to this tune

Why they whisper when they′re walking past me
Got me believing but changing his opinion from last week
Something's going on and this is how I deal
This is how I deal w my insecurities
With my insecurities baby

Secretly I always wonder what everybody thinking
I feel they all be lying I ain't got no other reason
Dropped the ball once, but I′m too scared to pick back up the pieces
Women had me tied up way more than cuffing season
Frauds winning, so their words ain′t really authentic
Conned out of cash like some niggas ran off on dinner
Low and out the way, so they thought that I had gone missing
That's the best way to avoid this fake nigga epidemic
Lost a lot of love cuz I ain′t think it was for real
Insensitive, I don't know a time and place to feel
The damage is done, gotta give it time to heal
I′m out cheating death and life is what I steal
When your eyes won't shut, you take another pill
And even in my dreams, these thoughts can′t be concealed
If I speed up, I'm still running out of gears
These days turn to nights and months become years, yeah

Why they whisper when they're walking past me
Got me believing but changing his opinion from last week
Something′s going on and this is how I deal
This is how I deal w my insecurities
With my insecurities baby