Текст песни Screwed Penance - Ace Fresco

I feel this pain
Is it insane that I want more of what is hurting me
Is it insane to watch the fire as it's burning me
Is it insane that my mind splitting up divergently

They want me to answer for it
All of my sins I've held within but never can ignore it
Don't wanna fight
Don't wanna argue
I'm accepting of it
Don't know the reason why I'm like this know I can't control it
They know I'm sadistic homie
Need to atone so do worst remember tell my story
Most of the good all of the bad in its entire glory
I'm eye to eye with my demise cause I know that it's for me

You talking to a lost soul
Driving and he hitting all the potholes
Word to Apollo
I been in the sun with blancos
Retribution is my relaxation
I fell in love with intimidation
Fantasizing about a better life
Cause fantasies are just fascinations
I can pen the paper but if no one listens
Hoping God forgive me if I go ballistic
I'm incarcerated to my inhibitions
Like a psychic prison all I see's division
Got to use precision no more split decisions
Got to find what missing cause the time is ticking
Got to swerve collisions while my motor shifting
Keep my spirit lifted understand the mission
Ok bet
Show me where the chaos
None can't phase me
Been through it daily
Ok bet
Why would I take off
Blitz for the safety
Five star rate me
Ok bet
Came from the crayons
Moved down main street
Fayetteville baby
Ok bet
This ain't no seance
Dead right way he
Move like shady

I feel this pain
I can't complain if I get wet while standing in the rain
I can't complain to god while taking his name out of vain
I complain and think im changing when i'm still the same

They want me to answer for it
All of my sins I've held within but never can ignore it
Don't wanna fight
Don't wanna argue
I'm accepting of it
Don't know the reason why I'm like this know I can't control it
They know I'm sadistic homie
Need to atone so do worst remember tell my story
Most of the good all of the bad in its entire glory
I'm eye to eye with my demise cause I know that it's for me

Ingredients to make the victory sweeter
The tortured transition into the torturers
I use this drug to find peace in myself
And I don't think ever want to heal
I don't think I ever want to heal