The Hardest Part

So many years you taught me
Learning from blackened eyes
That couldn't guide me
Because you wouldn't even see
I just couldn't believe
You were waiting there for me
Say thanks to the retribution
I will never wander the same

I'm just wasting
All I am is fading

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me
Waiting for the wreckage

Oh God, I tried
But it grew deeper
Sinking further
Look how many ways I blamed me
For this murder

I know I'm sorry
But I cannot find a way
I know I will repent
For the choices I've made
I've suffered long enough
And I don't recognize
The person staring back at me
Right into my eyes

It's time now

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me
Waiting for the wreckage

How many
Years do I
Torment myself
I'm suffering inside
I didn't mean to do this alone
But you should've known
It's my heart left bleeding
Fuck

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me
Waiting for the wreckage
Waiting for the wreckage