Текст песни Lost - Aeromist

I've been disconnected from the person I once was
Everyone is staring at me now because I'm holding the gun
Will I shoot another destructive thought into the processes that have been built
I'm the only one prolonging a continuous foundation of guilt

I'm so fucking lost I can't seem to figure out exactly who I am
Deep in the endless directions that all of my thoughts have ran
I need to collectively get the portions of my mind to intersect
Stop indulging myself in the cycle of self-directed disrespect

Misguided
undecided
On how the hell I'm going to proceed
When I don't even know where my subconscious thoughts lead

Rummaging together to find an outline I was never given
To move forward the previous versions of myself have to be forgiven