Broken Family

My whole world stopped when we locked eyes
Came into my life at the perfect time
Heart stopped and thought that I ran outta time
Met you then I realized the grind that I had inside of me still
Living fast burning rubber on all of my wheels
Burning gas tryna vent so you know how I feel
Ain't no drug in this world that can numb the pain that I feel
To numb the pain that I feel I start with hard liquor
Couple grams of the kush
I was a born sinner
Man there's bitches in my DM's that the old me probably would of considered
When I was down she held me down so I came up with her
That's why none of these woman can never compare
And losing her is a void I know won't ever be filled
I'm the reason her new man hate all the walls shes built
And he hate me cause no matter what she'll love me still

I'm only telling you all of this so that you can understand me
And why every where you turn there's broken families
And sadly I hope that you look up to me but end up nothing like me
I'm only telling you all of this so that you can understand me
And why every where you turn there's broken families
And sadly I hope that you look up to me but end up nothing like me

Or the man that I was at the least
If it cost me all my peace it ain't worth it to me
Honestly without you don't know where the hell I'd be
Look up to the stars and I thank God that he brought you to me
Takes a lot of me to tell you all this bad stuff
Hope that it ain't something you gon' judge me off of
Just wanna let you know the truth and why we don't have the family dynamic that your friends do
Dad dipped out and doesn't ever come around
Never shows up and didn't ever come to town
So I'll never do that to you
Yeah I'll never do that to you
And my mom ruined my relationship with damn near everyone
I'm proving everybody wrong who doubted
Even my own brother hoping that I don't make nothing out it
And probably still is
Ain't really talked since he told me I wouldn't be shit
End up like my father in another broken home and alone
Before you even got a chance to hear this
Now everything I do I swear I do it for you
If I don't got it I'm gonna find a way to get it for you yeah
Wrote this song to let you know that I'ma get it for you
Yeah cause I'ma get it for you

Cause you the one I ball for
The one that I go hard for
If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on
Yeah
Cause I'm always be there for you
Cause you the one I ball for
The one that I go hard for
If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on, yeah
The one that I go hard for
If you feeling down hope that I'm the one you call on
If I don't got it I'ma find a way to get it for you
If I don't got it I'ma find a way to get it for you