Текст песни Sandcastles - Alfonso Conspiracy

I'm losing my grip
I can feel you slipping through my fingers
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles
The weight of the world just crushed my shoulders
I thought you'd care to care
You're all I have but you'll be the death of me
I'm losing my grip
I can feel you slipping through my fingers
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles
The weight of the world just crushed my shoulders
I thought you'd care to care
You're all I have but you'll be the death of me

It's judgement day and I can't wait to see the flames
It's time to pay my way into the after life
A scientist, or the devils spirit whatever works for you
But either way I'm something completely different to you

Make your bed and bury your head
Take a bullet and fight for your life
Fall asleep and don't wake up
Maybe see how it feels to be loved
I just wanna feel loved

I'm losing my grip
I can feel you slipping through my fingers
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles
The weight of the world just crushed my shoulders
I thought you'd care to care
You're all I have but you'll be the death of me

It may be a long time since I wrote these songs but nothing changes
And if I'm honest I'm watching myself fall deeper into the words I wrote

It doesn't matter what you think or say to me
It doesn't matter what you believe
It doesn't matter what the doctor says to me
I'm sick and it's terminal

I'm losing my grip
I can feel you slipping through my fingers
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles
The weight of the world just crushed my shoulders
I thought you'd care to care
You're all I have but you'll be the death of me
I'm losing my grip I can feel you slipping through my fingers
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles
The weight of the world just crushed my shoulders
I thought you'd care to care
It's like I'm holding onto sandcastles

I'm blessed with the things that stand beside me
But I'm cursed by the voices in my head
I feel so sick at night
Letting myself drown in all the dread that builds up and manipulates the way I live my life
So I ask myself more and more every night will I ever be alright