Sorry

Walk around everyday feeling like if
I mess up all the blame goes to me
All these thoughts in my mind
Wishing I could rewind to a better time
I was happy
For a few months I've been feeling so crappy
People say one thing and I get snappy
Now I'm sitting here reminiscing on my past
Wishing that my happy side would've last
Now it's hard to find the old me
Rather be some where else not reality
Everything is getting so hard
It's like my life is falling apart
Sometimes I drift away and think about a happy place
A type of place where I didn't get tormented
All the crap I've been through got me feeling so twisted
Wish somebody understood the way I felt
To be honest it kinda makes my heart melt
I probably wouldn't care if I died right now
People look at me crazy and say wow
But I never got no one to talk to
People quickly turn their backs who is you