Текст песни Gaslighting (Acoustic) - Alvin

Red lights glistening all the way
I listened to all your complaints
I should've left but I felt scared and stayed
We used to spend the night on calls
Playing video games, and laughing along
Now I just missed the days that ran away

And I can't remember when's the last time I felt happiness
And I know that is so hard to recover from every single word

I'd rather hang myself than hang out with you
12 stitches for my heart to bloom
You painted the sky, and painted me blue
Locking my soul in the crowded room

You went from my friend to "the end", to endless pain
Gaslighting me, and slowly turning out the flame
Oh, oh

The waves were touching both my hands
We had a cake beside the bench
It was the last day of school in second grade
Months later I confessed to you
That you're the perpetrator of my insecurity
Your words, your face, your sounds, your attitude
Just drive me crazy

I-I-I don't understand why I can't tell anyone the truth
And I-I-I lost everything, so I have nothing else to lose

I try so hard not to give in, I try so hard not to be me
I did everything just to be the one they like
I try so hard not to give in, I try so hard not to be me
I did everything just to hold on tight
Will it be alright?

You went from my friend to the end, to endless pain
Gaslighting me, and slowly turning out the flame